This post may contain affiliate links. If a product or service is purchased using a link(s) in the post below a small commission may be earned.
Last updated on July 5th, 2024 at 01:05 pm
header image provided by pexels.com
Yesterday i realized something. I admitted to myself that I’m lonely. The thought had been nagging at me off an on over the past few months. Which is nothing new. I have bouts of feeling sad or unhappy. I think we all do but I’ve hit the age where I feel like everyone has their lives together but me.Â
Again we all feel that way and I know we all meet our own goals at our own pace but my pace at this point is like tortoise slow. This may not be the case but over the last few days it’s felt that way anyway.
I think loneliness is like anxiety and high functioning depression (They may go hand in hand in some cases). You learn how to mask it. You try to put on a brave face and get through your day. 9 times out of 10 that works but every once in a while your true feelings slip through. I struggled with the thought of writing this post yesterday but put it off. I figured I’d feel better in a little while. Again trying to ignore the problem never works. You’d think i’d learn that by now.Â
But I put it off until now. I don’t feel as lonely as I did yesterday but the feel is there present. I know I have not need to feel this way. I have a family and friends who love me (Most of the time). Yet I still feel a bit of a longing or dare i say emptiness. I know this feeling will go away it usually does but for now I’d like to come to terms with it.Â
Sorry, I didn’t mean to bring anyone down on a Friday but again I needed to get this out in the open. I hope everyone has a good day.Â
