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Last updated on July 5th, 2024 at 12:56 pm
Being that today was #nationalsiblingsday I took the time to reflect on my life so far.
The major thing I stopped to reflect on today was my late brother. I took the time and watch a movie I hope he would have liked. If not we would have had fun pointing out all the issues he had with the move had he lived. Granted it was a great distraction for a nice part of my day.
I realized that if I put as much time and effort in to other aspects of my life as I do my writing Iβd probably be in a much better place then I am now. Granted I canβt complain about how my life is now for the most part I have a loving family and a place to live for starters. But then again I think like everyone you may have envisioned a different life for yourself once you hit a certain age.
For me I figured that by the I age I am now (in my 30β²s) Iβd be married have a few kids and home. I have yet to accomplish any of those things.(yeah I know boo-hoo poor little me.) Yet again I guess we all have thoughts of what could have been. I guess if I wouldnβt have been as shy or as cautious maybe things would have turned out better. Who knows right.
But then again maybe there are a lot of us out there feeling the same way. I like to use the term stuck because to me I am. You move forward but not fast enough or end up back at square one again.
Maybe itβs the mood of the day or depression (I think Iβll go with that one today) but I guess it helps to reflect on the past no matter how much it hurts. I guess if Iβve lived through and made it out the other side I may be able to get out of my stuck situation.